Nearly there

Slowly minute by minute hour by hour the day gets closer the date 5 years ago when I was lying in a hospital bed waiting for J and at to visit after spending weeks in there with high BP but a baby that wouldn't grow.  I was on a CTG machine waiting for her to kick but there was something wrong and instead of a nice steady strong heartbeat it started to decel and they decided to induce that night.  I met T and J as I was being wheeled into delivery, 2 hours later and my gorgeous baby girl was lying in my arms.  Everything I needed for my world to be complete.  Now 5 years on my life will never be that complete she will always be missing